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Rant Against the Ant

Podcast and Blog addressing trauma and the ways it affects lives.

The Rant Against the Ant podcast and blog exists to give voice to inconsistency, injustice, and the effects of trauma so that we can collectively heal. Trauma is a universal experience and is not limited by race, sex, socioeconomic status, or age. Rant Against the Ant offers an opportunity for expression, recognition, and collective action by showcasing the work of many that challenge society and the individual to consider their responsibilities. Together, we can make the world a better place!

The name for this Podcast and Blog came from a poem by the Project's co-director, Jim Guevara. In his usual funny, light way, he addresses a repeat invasion of ants in his dorm area over several sleepless nights. His poem and humor created a recognition of the ways we rant against problems we may not have the resources to solve. Support and access to resources can often give us the means to manage the "ants" in our lives. 

The beasties ate through my mint toothpaste barriers. They breached the walls. The center would not hold. They were on me like, like... well, like ants.

I retreated to higher ground (on top of my bunk). Then I counterattacked with brush and dust pan, then re-minted again. It should hold.

Tomorrow, I will get some dried bleach, mix it with toilet paper, and create a proven cement

Podcasts

November 13 Blog
00:00 / 1:31:40

Shedding Light  with
Frans Douw, Leonna Brandao, and 
Jessica Dickerson

August 12 Blog
00:00 / 1:32:03

Shedding Light with
Frans Douw, Leonna Brandao, and 
Jessica Dickerson

"Frans Douw, a former 27-year Warden from Amsterdam, has been in U.S. Prisons and works with the United Nations, Ministry of Psychiatry, and International Red Cross. Frans is well known to thousands of people around the world, and he has much to offer in the way of human rights, dignity, mutual respect for others, and much more to his successful achievements in helping incarcerated individuals and his willingness to assist overseers of the incarcerated on how they too can lower their recidivism rates while appropriately rehabilitating and reducing mass incarceration." - Leonna Brandao

"Leonna Brandao is a passionate Prison Rights Activist and organizer who utilizes radio, social media, and people's network to bring human rights to an inhumane prison system." - Dr. Mustafa Ansari

Revolutionary Thinking by: Nanon M. Williams

Your voices exploded in the room after listening to Cornel West explain why he considers himself a "Revolutionary Christian", but the room reached a certain sense of understanding when he explained why he studied Buddhism, why James Baldwin considered himself agnostic, or how Malcolm X was a revolutionary Muslim. As a peer educator I may indeed be walking a fine line between this being a religious based class, a politically conscious class, or in fact creating a revolutionary way of thinking as prisoners. I have repeatedly been punished for this before. Yet, truth needs no alibi. And, rules should be abided by based on principle, equality, and even when those fail to render justice. When we stay within the rules, well, we build character. In the Bible a powerful question is asked: "What is the reward of loving those who love you?" It is very hard to love those who persecute you, hate you, and intend to cause you harm. Yet, if we just try... Perhaps the reward is nourishing to our soul, if you believe you have one. As fears of Donald Trump taking power terrifies us, we discussed Christianity. We discussed how slaves were taught to believe in salvation, forsake everything on Earth for Paradise, while slave owners profited greatly. To use a good doctrine as a tool of oppression is not just cruel, it is evil. It is why so many black men come to prison and become politicized through learning history while suffering all the same. It is hard for some to separate religion from acting as means of control. That is where the class was divided. Some argued that Jesus, Yahwah, Allah, Elohim, and the notion of God was not religion. Some argued that religion was man made based on traditions and politics. For the man who listened without arguing points, perhaps he gained the most. After all, we were born with two ears and one mouth. Lastly, we journeyed through Black history. There would be no true impact of Martin Luther King Jr. without Malcolm X, there would be no W.E.B. DuBois without Booker T. Washington, nor could we appreciate Ida B. Wells as a journalist without Harriet Tubman making nineteen trips to hell and back. So when we discussed the 13th Amendment, there should be no need for the 14th Amendment that ensured that we all had protected equal rights, nor should have need of the 15th Amendment that gave voting rights. This debate educated us. This debate was a learning tool for whites, Hispanics, and blacks alike. Sadly, all of you agreed that most rules and politics are used to persecute you instead of help you, used as a tool to punish you instead of protecting you, and as Donald Trump enters office you believe parole will further be denied than granted. After two hours of passionate debates and interesting lessons on history, neither religion or politics, rules or regulations, can take away your growth as human beings. When you can control your own citizenship by belief, right action and use history as a stepping stone instead of a stumbling block, you change the future. When you belief in something instead of nothing, dare belief in the ideals that uplift people instead of tearing them down. So if they ask me in the administrative office did I stick to the "Peer Education Curriculum", I did. I did because as my peer I see the beauty in diversity, hope in the midst of suffering, and our discussions on politics, religion, history and race as a necessary tool for growth. After these last couple of classes, I saw people instead of prisoners. I know names instead of your assigned numbers. I know your voice instead of painful silence. I see my peers. I see my community. I see something more in each of you than I saw before. In closing, write about how Cornel West described what it means to be a " revolutionary". And remember, the greatest revolution takes place in yourself.
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